Questions swarm my mind...Who? What? Where? When? How? My mind is always on the future and there is an unsettledness in my heart because I am trying to figure it out on my own...in my own time, on my own calendar. Then that tug comes...and that still small voice...BE STILL...
but Lord show me in Your Word, I plead, give me direction...
again...BE STILL...Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, but in all your ways acknowledge Me and I will direct your path...
Lord it feels like chaos inside...
Because you are trying to figure things out in your own strength...things I have purposely hidden from you for the time being...
I know it's harder to surrender to what I cannot see, but I know that when I do relieve my grip it allows Him to work out the blessings He has promised me...and in doing so it brings Him such wonderful glory!
I realize I will never feel settled because this place is not my souls home...I need to keep my eyes heavenward...I must keep faith, I must keep hope, I must keep courage, I MUST KEEP CHRIST! Jehovah Jireh - my Provider is on my side...He has never left me without and like a spoiled child I strive for more not satisfied with what I already have. Praise the Lord that His faithfulness never depends on my own.
Child of weakness WATCH and PRAY...stand in Him COMPLETE
May we find contentment in knowing He knows our paths...and if He has yet to reveal what He has in store for us it is because He has given us as much as we need to know at the moment. Sometimes the silence is the best answer, though it may not be the one we are looking for at that very moment. That doesn't mean however, that He desires us to stop seeking Him for direction. He still desires us to sit as His feet. Sometimes the most intimate moments you can have in a relationship is just being STILL together...just BEING. Yes it can be unsettling at times - it takes patience and time, but it is more than worth it all. He rewards those who DILIGENTLY seek Him. He gives us the portion we need daily...His grace is sufficient. God is able to make all grace abound toward YOU, that YOU, always having all sufficiency in all things, have an ABUNDANCE for every good work (2 Cor. 9:8) By His grace we are renewed day by day...Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength.
May peace come to all you who are anxious about your future knowing that you are underneath His everlasting arms...Be thankful for today for we are not even promised tomorrow...BE STILL AND KNOW HE IS GOD...He is on the Throne...May He rule and guard our hearts and minds in Christ...praying for all you who are/have been feeling this very same way...
In His Love,
Anna
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